Watching to much SYTYCD makes me do this..

I MISS DANCING!!!!!

I just don't get it...

Be ready to comment me or even hate me if you wish... :)

Ok, i don't know why but i just don't get Chinese/Indonesian or Asian people... i'm just sorry to say that i don't like the way they think and do stuff... I hate it so bad sometimes....

I am Chinese, Indonesian and im an Asian but im just not proud of it... but people always say this to me "why did you hate yourself so much..??" and im like "What?? hate myself??" i dont think i hate myself, i love who i am and i dont wanna change a thing about myself...

I'm so thankful that im open minded about life and stuff... and how every single things happens for a reason... but most Asian just dont get it, when i say most Asian is all the Asian that i know... they have this Asian brain that can only think in one dimensionally and the rest are just wrong for them...

I just cannot stand people that think that way especially family... what i mean by family is not my mom n my sis but THE WHOLE FAMILY... cuz sometimes i just wanna say whats on my mind... i can actually speaks whatever i wanna say rite?? but this would actually break some relation on the family..
Ohhh yes better trust me on that one.. :)

but yeah, bottom line i just dont get Asians and i dont hate myself... :)


xoxo Agus


Ps: feel free to say whatever on the comment box... and if you read this n not comment on it maybe you are just a "PURE ASS ASIAN".... :)

I believe in...

This is actually a video response that i did for my friend... And in the end by that video i have to say "...i believe in you, i believe in me"

To be honest with i don't believe in anyone or i should say "i don't trust anyone". I just want to clear that up over here...

Thanx.. :)


Check out my YouTube channel:

http://au.youtube.com/user/gusbong85

xoxo Agus

Should I or Should I Not???

I am so fucking confuse about this coming Chinese New Year. Should I meet my whole entire Families (Aunts, Uncle, Cousins and nephews)?

What is on my mind are; are they going to judge me when I’m there? Will they respect me? Will I have fun? Because so far when I’m around they suck! I don’t think they have any respect. I do understand the differences that we have. I don’t think I have that Asian perspective in thinking as all of them have. So I just can’t stand them sometimes.

I just want to live my life and be free. I really do appreciate if they care for me. But if I need help I will come to you, don't even try to help without my permission. Now I still want to just spread my wing and soar. Let me build my own future. I’m 22 years old so I can think for myself and can make decision for my future. *i will learn from my mistake*

Make sure that you guys don’t talk about my mom and my sis because you have to know who you’re dealing with later on. I’ll totally fuck you guys up as well as your families. The choice is yours.

I just want you to respect me at the same time as I respect you!


xoxo Agus

Jakarta Underconstruction....

OH my LORD.... im done here already... iguess... JAKARTA BORING.....!!!!!!!!! i miss home so much but i was hoping of more then this but it never happen..... turn me down..... i dont want to live home right now..... theres more to it i know but WHAT...???? im so bored already..... but glad at the same time though.... sickylicious.... i will survive..... hahahahaha..... CRAZY BUSWAY... hate it.....

Road Trip

"YAMBA"

31.09.07 - 02.10.07

Leura to Yamba = 10 hour "DRIVES" up & down the hill.... (Yamba 2 hours from Brisbane)

"WELLINGTON"

03.10.07 - 06.10.07

Leura to Wellington = 3 hour "DRIVE" up & down the mountain... (Wellington 1 hour from Dubbo)

What a fun trip :)

Found 25 dead kangaroos on the way to Yamba

&
32 dead kangaroos from Leura to Wellington.

ANYWAY......

Thats not what my trip is all about.....

hehehehehehe...

went to yamba to meet on of my bf's friend.....

we went drinking', swimmin', sunbathin' ect...

Free accommodation, only need gas for the car.. :)

Went to wellington to my boo's place to visit the outback baby well, kinda....

trip 2 the CAVES, ZOO.... cool.... see alots of animals that are alive.... THANK GOD.....!!!

sadly the trip had to end...... ;)

xoxo Agus

I Feel So "SPECIAL" to have you in my life....

The things that you told me make me feel so
"SPECIAL..."

&
I do thing that you are "SPECIAL" to me too.....

you are
*KIND
*NICE
*FUNNY
*GREAT
&*CRAZY *sometimes*

mostly a "good" boyfriend by far, YET....
And i hope we will last forever.....

THANK YOU for trusting me..... and i really trust you alot too...

im so happy that you do trust me...

*you said to me never cry in six years beside for your mom and nan but you cried for me... and that means alot for me....
* you told me that you never say i love you to all your boyfrriend but you said that to me.... WOW..... i cried when you said that to me....

I will never forget you easily...... you are more than "SPECIAL" to me......

this is my heart to you..... i love you for who you are... :)


LOVE YOU SAYANG.....


xoxo Agus

MELBOURNE...!!!!

Melbourne

(12.07.07 - 17.07.07)

WOW...!!! Can't believe i went to Melbourne *RANDOMLY* ...
My sis i left her in Sydney... hahahaha... sorry...
only have enough money for 1... hahahaha
i went there to have a holiday before i start my semester on the 23rd...
meet my friend.. noni n phia... relaxing n have fun.... *PARTY*

^^^^^^^
*The JOINT bar
*TRANSPORT
*The BALCONY
*PLATFRM 1 (waiting for an hour "CANCEL")
*DIVA
*HEAVENS DOOR
*EVOLUTION
*50 ??something...?? (Forgot..!!)
^^^^^
Ps: couple more bars but been rejected, due to wrong outfits...
It was alright....

One of the good times this year....
Miss those time already...

dont forget... the food *INDO, JAPANESE, VIETNAMESE, CHINESE*.... plus YAM CHA.... its the best...

KFC, HUNGRY JACK, LORD OF THE FRIES, TRAMPOLINE too....

xoxo Agus

Scandalist Pics by paparazi

The Kiss of DEATH...!!!!

did it and still GAY as hell...
HAhahahahha....
Love my Girls *muach2* (won't mention any names of course), we dont "Kiss&Tell"

who's next...??? LOL



xoxo Agus

UNDIES...!!! a.k.a Celana Dalam...

GINCH GONCHAUSSIE BUM


"I LOVE AUSSIEBUM & GINCH GONCH!"
but they don't have my size... :(
"S"-fits me perfectly, but i like it to be tight....
i need "XS" ps: this doesn't mean i have a small penis, ok..
just love 'em tight..!!



I want it so bad.....!!!!


*LOVE the D'sign...
*LOVE the Fabric...
*LOVE the Style.....
*LOVE the brand...


LOVES IT..!!!!!

xoxo Agus

Miss U...!!!

I miss u alot....!!!!

You're the best roomy i've ever had....

Miss all the crazy moment that we use to had....

Miss you...!!!

Remember our promise ok..???

You called me today and say you miss me too....

I'm so glad to hear that....

Miss you...!!!!

I just want you to come back n still be you..

Please dont change....!!!

-Mush Mush...

SRC President

Hey Agus,

As probably know the SRC president elections are on Monday... We noticed that you haven't applied for the SRC Presidency. Just wanted to let you know that we would like to see your name on the list because you would be able to represent a large part of the international community. If you are interested or have any questions please let us know as soon as possible.

Logan and Sissel
----------------------------------------------------------
SRC President
Blue Mountains Hotel School


????

Wow, i was speechless and overwhelm when i red this. i feel EXIST in this UNI but i guess, in life we just have to keep it real, don't have to try to be "all THAT jazz" and actually people will see it..

Tips: "keep it real, simple and be YOU ~ the goods will come in time (patience is the KEY)"

xoxo Agus

Why we have to include me.....????

pertama kita temen terus loe mau lebih dari temen..... okeh.... abis itu apa..?????? loe tinggalin gue lagi kayak dulu... setlah itu gue dijadiin selingkuhan elo ama satu co..... okeh.... n tuh co juga dah punya ce.... bagus..... loe juga takut buat tinggalin kita ber2...apa lagi..... selingkuh gitu jadinya.... n loe trus tinggalin dia n bareng ama gue...... bagus but kaga lama lagi loe selingkuh ama tuh co... okeh bagus...... trus apa lagi.......????? loe put me into the black hole.... gue bener2 ngak ngerti mau loe apa..???? gue suka ama loe tapi jangan kayak gini.... kaya you use me you know...... gue males hati gue dah capek banget.... gue sayang banget ama loe... n skrang mau loe apa lagi.....???? gue capek deh kayak gini.... gue takut buat keputusan bego..... n gue kaga mau nyesel ntarnya..... stress......... gue rasa dia tau gue suka ama dia but dia kaga tau n ngak ngerti cinta gue buat dia.........

Itinerary to Jakarta

Daydream Island resort & Spa - Hamilton Airport Marina (Catch a ferry )

Hamilton Airport Marina - Brisbane Domestic Airport (JetStar Airlines)

Brisbane Transit for 10 Hours @_@

Brisbane International Airport - Singapore Airport (Changi Airport )

Singapore Transit for 4 days *SHOPPING TIME!*

Changi Airport - Bandara Soekarno Hatta (Singapore Airlines)

Cengkareng - Taman Ratu Indah.....



ALAS...........
Home SWEET Home........

xoxo Agus

Christmas present from the Owner -To US......!!!!

I've worked there & now its my turn to party in there also (fair enough). Once in a life time opportunity to enjoy a private boat.
With compliment Views, Food & Bevies *wink wink*
i guess it's a good treat from the Owner of the resort to us.



BTW THAnx V.Bullivant for the Christmas Pressie...
Cheers....!!!
or
i should say
"THANX MATE...."
;)

"Blessed"

xoxo Agus

AFTER 10:30 AM.....

WEDNESDAY when the clock strike at 10:30 am, i'll be very happy.... EXAM is OVER!!! hopefully the result is GOOD..... i just want a PASS all my subject, dont have to be "HD" or "D" i just need a "PASS"..... help me Lord!!



CELEBRATION TIME.......!!!!!!! *for finishing my exam of course*
& will celebrate again when i pass...:)


"there's always an excuse for a PARTY"

xoxo Agus

Australia Cinta Produksi INDONESIA....

Pada tanggal 30 september 2006..... jam 1an tepatnya abis makan siang, balik kekamar 570 duduk di atas tempat tidur sambil belajar HOSPITALITY & TOURISM BUSINESS ENVIROMENT (buat final exam...)
tiba2 perutnya mules n pengen boker..... HUASHUAShaushuahsuahsuhas..... tampa mikir panjang lebar langsung lari ke WC..... mata melihat kearah tissue roll, hampir setengah telanjang dan ternyata tissuenya abis... lari keluar WC ambil tissue di lemari atas kulkas..... langsung lari balik melanjutkan urusan yang sangat tidak bisa diganggu-gugat..... sambil buka tissue roll dari covernya(saking bosennya yah udah baca2 bungkus tissuenya itu...)
DAN TERNYATA....... udah jauh2 dari INDONESIA sekaloh ke AUSTRALIA, SYDNEY,NSW, BLUE MOUNTAIN+ LEURA jauh dari kota yang pasti 2 jam dari Sydney Central... (tarik napas..... HAH....!!!) TERNYATA tuh tissue produksi INDONESIA tepatnya di KARAWANG jawa barat.......


DASAR..... UDAH MAHAL2 SEKOLAH DISINI, BAYAR PAKE $DOLAR$ DAN TERNYATA TISSUE NYA BUATAN INDO LOH KATANYA (keki abissss......) kadang2 minta tissue aja susah disini ditanyain macem2 ama ibu2 housekeepingnya....... ternyata produksi indonesia juga..... gue bukannya kaga suka produksi indo cuman yg bikin gue keselnya gue bayar pake $DOLAR$ tetep aja produk INDONESIA......... gimana kaga kesel gue nya...... YAH AMPUNNNN......... Australia Cinta Produksi INDONESIA....


by the wAY busway..... beol gue jadi terganggu ama tissue rollnya.... dasar bule brengsek pangkat 2.......... abis boker gue ceboks n gue photoin deh bungkus nya biar jadi tanda bukti kalo gue kaga BOHONG..... HUASHUHAUHSUAHushasashayushuas,......


IDIOT ABIS.........
gimana temen2 just give me any comment you like bout this tissue roll.......
okok????

PS: SAYA CINTA PRODUKSI INDONESIA....... ;)



xoxo Agus

My True Feeling

"I Try To Hold It All Inside"

But i just can't do it any longer it's about to burst....

"Depressed"

Tired Of Not Being Me...."I Love Walking In The Rain Because No One Knows I'm Crying"

No one knows what's happen with me.... they're not in the shell but im...

"Every Tear Tells A Story"

I do cry, but no one know why... but i know...

"Will You Help Me Now That I Am DEAD?"

Of course they will know that i'm dead BUT they don't know why i die.....

xoxo Agus

Why can't u guys grow up and be MATURE…….

Why can't u guys grow up and be MATURE…….

Is it u guys being immature or is it me that being immature…..????

I don’t think that im being immature….

U are the problem…. Just be urself ASS WHOLE & BITCHES… or is it true that ur a Bitch/ Ass whole….

I think you are, anyway Fuck you guys…..

FUCK YOU…..!!!!!!!

Or u need someone to fuck u…..????

even a dog will not want to fuck u cuz ur lower than a dog……

dog have respect and u don’t…..

poor u….

"remember try to fuck urself first before you fuck others!"

xoxo Agus

Taking advantages from other people are the best......

Taking advantages from other people are the best...... :)
But that is just not me...... most of them just do that for the sake of them self.....

SURPRISE SURPRISE..... why am i not surpries......???? ohh yeah this is life.... i forgot that i'm in a world fill with CRAp..... (Dick face, Ass whole, Fake Boobs, Beocthes and even Mother fucker...) i don't really know what to say actually...... I've had my patience and now i'm sick of it..... No more of Mr Nice Guy.... Screw U......!!!!!! U will see the DARK SIDE of ME...!!!!!

"Respect me as i respect you" or "treat others how you want to be treated"

xoxo Agus