I just don't get it...

Be ready to comment me or even hate me if you wish... :)

Ok, i don't know why but i just don't get Chinese/Indonesian or Asian people... i'm just sorry to say that i don't like the way they think and do stuff... I hate it so bad sometimes....

I am Chinese, Indonesian and im an Asian but im just not proud of it... but people always say this to me "why did you hate yourself so much..??" and im like "What?? hate myself??" i dont think i hate myself, i love who i am and i dont wanna change a thing about myself...

I'm so thankful that im open minded about life and stuff... and how every single things happens for a reason... but most Asian just dont get it, when i say most Asian is all the Asian that i know... they have this Asian brain that can only think in one dimensionally and the rest are just wrong for them...

I just cannot stand people that think that way especially family... what i mean by family is not my mom n my sis but THE WHOLE FAMILY... cuz sometimes i just wanna say whats on my mind... i can actually speaks whatever i wanna say rite?? but this would actually break some relation on the family..
Ohhh yes better trust me on that one.. :)

but yeah, bottom line i just dont get Asians and i dont hate myself... :)


xoxo Agus


Ps: feel free to say whatever on the comment box... and if you read this n not comment on it maybe you are just a "PURE ASS ASIAN".... :)

I believe in...

This is actually a video response that i did for my friend... And in the end by that video i have to say "...i believe in you, i believe in me"

To be honest with i don't believe in anyone or i should say "i don't trust anyone". I just want to clear that up over here...

Thanx.. :)


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xoxo Agus

Should I or Should I Not???

I am so fucking confuse about this coming Chinese New Year. Should I meet my whole entire Families (Aunts, Uncle, Cousins and nephews)?

What is on my mind are; are they going to judge me when I’m there? Will they respect me? Will I have fun? Because so far when I’m around they suck! I don’t think they have any respect. I do understand the differences that we have. I don’t think I have that Asian perspective in thinking as all of them have. So I just can’t stand them sometimes.

I just want to live my life and be free. I really do appreciate if they care for me. But if I need help I will come to you, don't even try to help without my permission. Now I still want to just spread my wing and soar. Let me build my own future. I’m 22 years old so I can think for myself and can make decision for my future. *i will learn from my mistake*

Make sure that you guys don’t talk about my mom and my sis because you have to know who you’re dealing with later on. I’ll totally fuck you guys up as well as your families. The choice is yours.

I just want you to respect me at the same time as I respect you!


xoxo Agus